FINALLY! I'M BACK ONLINE!

[starlitemoon]

Well it's been about 4 months since I've been well enough to use my laptop so I haven't posted in that whole time. I had just had an abscence of a couple of months due to my health and boasted about being well enough to finally get back online on a regular basis. But the joke was on me because I wasn't well enough, and the one day was the extent of

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[ar_wahan]

If it was mediyogi who had your number, I know someone else posted that she was worried about you, and mediyogi come on and said she had your number "someplace." She had moved several times, and perhaps had lost it in the process. And shortly after that, you came back on with your last post. At that point, she may have decided you were back, and stopped trying to find your number. I know it would not have been for a lack of caring. She also is more on MySpace now because of her work.

You can send the number to me, if you want. I know you had my email at one point; I can get it to you again.

[starlitemoon]

It was mediyogi and I hope I didn't give the impression I thought she might have not cared. If I did I apologize to her and all those who read my post and thought that's what I meant. The reason I said she may have decided not to follow up was because her writing was picking up so and when I sent her my cell number via e-mail I was careful to tell her that if she was too busy with her writing to be the one who "had" to check and see if I was still alive and kicking-well not kicking, but alive-to please feel free not to feel obigated to do that job. That's why I thought she may have decided not to do it, because I had made sure she didn't feel I expected her to and that I wanted to be sure it didn't interfere with her own life. She probably did lose it. Anyway, I'd be glad to give it to you but would rather do it via e-mail than in this post. My e-mail address is dremaslifequest@yahoo.com. Just drop me a line and I'll answer you with that number and stuff. I remember I did have your e-mail address, and it may still be in my address

[ar_wahan]

No, I don't think you were suggesting she didn't care... sorry if *I* gave anyone that impression! Mediyogi is a very caring person. And she has been incredibly busy -- and just published her first book! :D (I'm jealous!)

Anyway, I still have your address in my address book -- just couldn't remember which one it was! I'll email you.

[dragonankh]

it is really good to hear from you!

i don't know how spammers get our email address. i get about ten spam messages a day =/

*hugs*

[sweetjezebel]

Like I said in your most recent post, I'm so glad you're back! Take it slow and work your way up to posting often. Even if you're able to post once or twice a month is better than nothing

[starlitemoon]

Me again. Yes, you hit the nail on the head. When I can't post at all it's because I literally don't have the energy to type at all. I do keep my laptop right beside my bed and on the days I'm able to go on I always do it sitting propped up in bed. I know it sounds extreme to go 4 months and not have the energy to just prop up and post a time or two but unfortunately it happens to me. I get so sick and exhausted that all I can do is lay. I even have to have help switching positions every two hrs so I don't develop bed sores. But I never give up hope that I will someday again not be tied to this bed and I'll be able to spend time sitting in a chair or on the sofa downstairs for short periods of time. Once I'm able to that I'll come up with a new goal that involves a bit more activity. I know it will happen and I keep looking forward to it

[sweetjezebel]

I just emailed you from copsgirl77@hotmail.com and the title in the subject like is "sweetjezebel from LJ" :)