tomarrow another day at school ( Read more... )

I AM NOT GOING TO BE THIS WAY ANYMORE.

this entry was stuppost to be anohter stupid emo trip one.
you know, instead of fucking crying over the same thing almost every night.
im going to change it.

what does it mean...
when everytime i see SF or SJ my stomach drops.
:(

im a total and utter mess.
but at least i do a good job hiding it.
sometimes.

lies, what makes the world full of cries ( Read more... )

damnit i hate being in love
i love being in love
i hate being in love
i love being in love
i love being in love...
ok... i really love being in love.

I might be a fuck up ( Read more... )

I am very confused with life. I am confused in what goals i want to have and the things i want to achieve. All of a sudden ive lost my train of thought and my mind along with it. My lience has been taken away and im completely upset with myself and everyone around me. I feel traped and dependent on everyone. I cant even go out with my friends ( Read more... )

Theres one thing i gotta say ( Read more... )

i dont want to go to work ! dang it.