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[starltwanderer]

time continuously changes, so why the fuck can't i change the little things i want to? i wind up running in the same circles, repeating past mistakes until i turn blue in the face. i start talking to my exfiancee, we fight, talk like normal again. same fucking circles. rar. i don't know. i want to change these little things, and i need to change

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[anonymous]

You can't change because you don't try to change. You ignore everyone besides yourself and even if they give advice you ignore that, because you're afraid to change.

[starltwanderer]

i do try to change, it's just that every time i do, i fall back to my old ways in certain respects because i feel like i'm not being true to the image of myself i set in times past, if that makes sense.

[lady_amalthea]

when you are ready and able you will change them.

i got my project runway barbie

[anonymous]

i have a strange idea (i know, shocking): Dont talk to him.

on the changing note, you just need to try. Always happy to help

T

[starltwanderer]

surprisingly, what we fight about has changed, but they're not the blowouts they used to be. my exfiancee's been a grounding force for me the past couplea years.

[adiaz36]

Change will come when you really want it to. It is all about stepping out of the comfort zone and doing the things you may not really want or that really do suck. Sometimes, it takes a really crappy thing to happen to you before it happens.

sometimes, you just get so fed up with yourself, that you change it. Or you can do like some of my friends have...Pick up and move 500 miles...that tends to change things.