Not to offend anyone. I'm rambling.

[starlvr981]

I never write anymore, not just here but anywhere at all. It's a rarity for me and I am starting to think it is not good for my mental health. I have had a lot of issues with things lately. My friends, myself, my job, my health, school, my family and the worst part is I don't talk about it to anyone really. Either they don't seem to care, have

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[starlvr981]

Well no matter what I have always considered you one of my closest friends because hanging out with someone all of the time certainly does not mean that they know you. Depends on the person I guess. Thanks for the reply. I know everything will be ok eventually, I am just sick of this town and the gossip and backstabbing that everyone seems to entertain themselves with. I cannot stand the fact that people five years older than me refuse to grow up and no one knows how to just be a real person instead of some image they feel they need to portray. I think you probably understand me more than anyone about all of this. Except you took yourself out of it a long time ago. My problem is I really love some of these people and I find it hard to walk away from that but I guess I am realizing the ones that matter will still be there in the end and that is what is important.