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[starlytt]

i've been feeling so removed from everything. i don't have many good friends. it's not a bad thing but i guess i never really realized it before. And it’s sooooo hard to keep close to those who used to be good friends. like hilary and tiff. Even tess. Haven’t really been able to hang out with her much at all

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[laughingeyes]

its so weird. its like we have been thrown headlong into this summer and there is that first coming home awkwardness that usually gets worked through or leaves in like a couple of weeks and then everything gets back into the swing of things. me realizing that you are home and calling you whenever i want and talking and going to movies and going to starbucks. this time, there hasnt been any time for the awkwardness that inevitably comes when someone has been gone a long time. there has been java to worry about and i just havent found time to think about everything and everyone. this reply is in no way some sort of excuse or anything. and then just when things start to wind down you are leaving on this AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING trip to spain where you are going to have to prostitute yourself for money. hahaha. that last statement was not guilt-ridden, i certainly didnt intend it that way. all im saying is that ive been busy and then when i start to not be you are, and things are just, jumbled. im not trying to excuse the fact

[starlytt]

i didn't mean that you weren't still a best friend. i just was complaining that it's hard to have the same relationship since we can't laugh at cheolseung's accent together every other day anymore.

love you!