Entry 77 - Only 1.3 months instead of 2! Getting better! ;p

[starmiekn]

But it will be short. For I am kinda working, and in one of those really reflective moods where I could pour out thoughts for hours. So instead...amusement.

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[ren_narf]

*salutes High Summoner Ropheka!*

As for the bible part... *dusts off hers*... bah. I think you do a LOT of good. :)

[zarchery]

For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do-this I keep on doing.

Woah. I don't know where that attitude of yours came from; probably some deeds in your life that we don't know about. You tend to be very closed off about the details of your personal life.

You are, from what I know about you, extremely nice, patient, incredibly giving, and humble. I mean, come on, you rented me a car when we were together back in April 2004.

Perhaps your humility works against you, so that you don't give yourself enough credit for the good that you do. It's possible that since your benevolent actions come naturally to you, that you don't realize how powerful a force for good they are. On the other hand, any infraction against your deeply held moral beliefs is so foreign to you, that it hits hard when you DO perform some wrong deed, hitting hard enough that you can blow it way out of proportion. Goodness is so deep inside you and so tied to your identity that evil in the smallest amounts emanating from you is

Wow.

[starmiekn]

I thank you both...very much. :) Its funny how sometimes it takes your friends' pointing something out that's right in front of your face to bring something to light. It is true, there are things I have done and thought that I am utterly ashamed of that you all may never see or know, but... You're probably right about the 'blowing out of proportion' thing on many occasions as well.

I <3 you guys so much.

Re: Wow.

[zarchery]

Oy. I forgot to close my italics tag. That looks ugly