Entry 106 - Brush off vanity and show...reality?

[starmiekn]

Well, it's an incredibly loaded and difficult decision but...I finally went ahead and made the choice. I'm leaving FFXI at the end of July. It seems surreal right now...and kinda numbing...but I'm sure it'll be hardest right before it's time to go. Still, no matter how hard it is...I know it's the right thing to do, and I even have a little

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[kelvanis]

<3 ya Bri

Its truly a hard decision, and for myself.. it is a test of my commitment to myself, to better myself in the long run. And yes, I have that feeling of surrealness aswell. Some things I felt stress about before, now do not seem to bother me. I'm not worried about being the best I can be at my job, nor I concerned with having the best gear now... well.. unless its for BLM XD If I had one regret, it would be that I didn't level that job sooner.. as I have been enjoying it when I have had the time. :)

Don't worry though, as I have come to realize.. that leaving the game does not mean you can not keep in touch with friends~

:3

[starmiekn]

Most definitely! Besides if you try to vanish on me I can hunt you down yo. >:o

[ren_narf]

*hugs* I totally understand. Making the video and taking screenshots, and running around in my nifty WHM and RDM gear again... it's really hard to go, knowing how much time and effort I put into it all. And well... 3 and a half years (more, even) is a long time. I'll miss this world too, but it's comforting to know that we'll stay in touch for sure, and be able to RL-visit again in the near future. :D

:D

[starmiekn]

Agreed. <3

[dizzybum]

Aw man... you're all gradually starting to leave the game. I guess it was inevitable, but hey, like Ren said, RL-visits are probably a million times more fun anyway.

[mountainranger]

Kudos to you, sir. WoW and FFXI...

[rymist]

Take care man, we didn't do all the much together in game but I still consider you an awesome guy and a friend. Stay in touch! ^^