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i got promoted to project manager at work, and got a $1.00 raise. that's $2.00 in raises in 2 months! my boss told me that i'm brilliant, quick, wonderful, talented, and that everyone loves working with me, and that i'm being under-utilized in my current position. (no kidding!) what a fantastic surprise! this is just what i needed, too. some push, ( Read more... )

This is why I want to go there ( Read more... )

depression, to me, is kind of like a dream. i know it's there, i just don't want to acknowledge its presence. i'm always keeping it at bay, ignoring it. but it surrounds my heart in a thick fog, that no person can penetrate.

my birthday was the 5th. hello, deuce-deuce.

many wonderful things have happened and are happening. but for now, i will simply say... life.

I'm going to do what collin did, and take the 1st line of each entry to summarize the year. Except, I'm going to cut out a couple that are redundant, because I'm like that ( Read more... )

the only comfort is the moving of the river.
you enter into me, a lie upon your lips.
offer what you can, i'll take all that i can get-
only a fool's here to stay.

i never have anything right to say. that's just how i feel. some days, i think i should update because everything is going so well. other days, like now, when i feel like i will never get any better, i wish i had said those good things so that i can just get out how i really feel. but i don't, because i didn't. so it stays stuck in me, welling up ( Read more... )

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