FANTASTIC weekend!!!!!

Thank you to everyone who made my birthday and weekend so great. Love you all. God Bless!

God is so amazing! God is so great!

Love you all!
  Manda

Guess what people! The UNTHINKABLE has happened. I don't know what changed... I don't think it was me. I am starting to like SOME country. Now I know... your shocked. Ms Amanda would never have listened to ANY country a year ago. She would be tortured with country music. But not now. I have a couple favorite songs. Now okay... they aren't REALLY ( Read more... )

Wow, new update thingy. It looks confusing *when you go to update... they changed it all around*. Hmm more computer stuff for  me to figure out how NOT to break lol.

I have become so ADD in school lately. I can't keep focused in my last two periods. In math... John is such a character. He is so odd but absolutely interesting lol. I like him, in ( Read more... )

He lied about it. He did buy a house... he even had the nerve to talk about morgage on the phone while he thought I wasn't listening. My mom is a realtor... I know what morgages and all are for. Well, whatever... I just need to start accepting him as he is. He is my perfect protecting father any more. And yes I'm still daddy's girl... but not to ( Read more... )

How I remain strong, I have absolutely no clue cause moments like these are when I think... how the heck can I forget how much this hurt!!!!!!! How can I continue to believe him when it all turns out to be a lie. Why do I love him still, when he stampeeded over my heart. How am I supposed to be able to keep a bf when I can't even trust my own ( Read more... )

  I woke up a few minutes ago... gosh this headache hurts! My mom and I get headaches when bad weather comes. Ivan is gonna hit us directly! It'll be a four when it does, but still... this is Alabama and thats still strong. Theres talk about cancelling school Thursday, I think it's the smart thing to do... not because I want it to lol (which I do) ( Read more... )

    First of all... my weekend with my dad.

It was just my dad and I this short weekend, because my brother was on a retreat with church. I had such a great time. It was just great, although we didn't talk about any "troubles" we just enjoyed eachother's company and had fun and went "goober" and he was Goofy. This lady was hitting on him at ( Read more... )

As most of you know, its been raining. I luv the rain. It can hold so many emotions, as can thunderstorms. Now Thunderstorms I love! If these don't ruin my plans of course. Rain can be pretty, falling on the windows reflecting the little light out. It can be romantic, sad, beautful. Today I was walking from the bus... home in the rain. It felt nice ( Read more... )

   What a week. What a day. What a night.

Today= little elements that added up to A element making the day a not so good day.
    I went to the Spain Park vs Oak Mtn Varsity football game tonight. It pored before the game starte, after a while you couldnt even see the other side of the field. I was under the concrete bleachers tryin to stay ( Read more... )

I have so many emotions and thoughts running through my head.
So many things I just havent said.
But I'm lost in confusion.
Am I trapt within an allusion?
My heart throbs with pain.
The scars have healed, but left a stain.
People change, and many have.
The realization hurts so bad.
The wanting for love and trust is so strong.
When will it end? It feels  ( Read more... )