I just feel numb! I feel empty, but with tears stinging my eyes.
   Tonight I really isolated myself and Mom said its because I'm depressed right now and I can't isolate myself... but I did. For once I wasn't having the laughs and smiling and being lovable I was the wallflower, not wanting anybody to notice me. 
   I don't know when I'll be ( Read more... )

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LOL! Another one of my weirdo created words.

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Last night was our boot. I didn't cry! I'm not sure why, just didnt. The skit went well, I shouldn't have flipped out as much as I did lol. No body laughed, they were confused cause they thought it was supposed to be serious lol. Bradley remembered his lines, I delivered well, Nathan did look like a geek lol, Anna overcame her shyness and Kayla, ( Read more... )

My Schedule.......
1: Biology 1- Kantargis
2: Theatre - Morgan
3: PE - Leo
4: World History - Reynolds
5: English Advanced - Spears
6: Business Tech. - Hooper
7: Formal Geometry - Bailey

Let me know if you got any of these, please.

"You were suppose to be there for me. To Fight back my fears and wash away all my tears. But that doesn't matter anymore..."

You were supposed to be that one but how can you fight back my fears of you and wash my tears from what you've done. Your supposed to protect "your little girl" not be the one destroying her.

I've accepted you as you are now, ( Read more... )

"When the going gets tough, the tough go SHOPPING ( Read more... )

a bitch is a dog, a dog barks, bark is part of a tree, a tree is a part of nature, and nature is beautiful, so the next time you call me a bitch THANKS FOR THE COMPLIMENT

<*>If guys had periods they'd compare their tampons<*>

Excuse the language but hey it was funny!

Starting with yesterday,

At youth group was a worship time and was great... up until the speech. The second Eddy said "Um, three months ago..." I knew what was coming. Then he told us that he had made the decision to move back to Chatanooga to his old church. I will miss him soooo much. He became a father figure and somebody I looked up to. I ( Read more... )

Its the moment I'm alone and hear about it from somebody else... that I feel so sad.
I know I'm not there but, I think even if I was there I would have heard about it last.
I know they love me, I love THEM soo much too.
But its just I feel like the outcast.
The one that not everybody likes.
She is liked by everybody and accepted so much by sissy.
(so ( Read more... )