I have always treated the Holy Gift of Sight as a blessing requiring both responsibility and prudence. Never before have I lamented Him for this entrusted power, but these past few months and weeks and days have disclosed to me more about the future and into the depths of all reality than I would have ever wished to know. Even with eyes clouded by ( Read more... )

In these deep solitudes and awful cells ( Read more... )

I am worn out. Life, the cosmos, god or whoever is out there obviously hates me and others in a similar set of circumstances, and keeps making things more complicated and more difficult with out giving us a break to rest and collect ourselves. So, I quit.

Fuck you, universe/humanity; burn in hell.

never again. ever.

Wonk ouy naht noitceffa erom deen I

Enough.

"Kairos- the Befitting Hour, the Appropriate Moment,  the Right Time, the Hour of God,

You have come to me at last, and I am ready. Finally the Sword of Truth has pierced my heart. I know now, and now I am free! free to love as I was meant to love, and free to be resurrected into the Newness of His Promise, free to die to myself once again and be ( Read more... )

I took the last exam of my college career today, turned in the form that dropped my art major, and paid another hundred dollars out of the remaining thousand that I still owe the university. When I look back on these four and a half years, my heart is filled with so much regret. These have been the most burdensome and most disappointing years of my ( Read more... )

I had a dream that the Platonic realm of mathematicals was corrupted by a demonic presence, such that e raised to the x power was no longer its own derivative, the interior angles of a triangle no longer summed 180 degrees, and the number 1 no longer constituted unity, but rather infinitely divisible multiplicity. Because mathematical truths were ( Read more... )

It was getting dark outside, and the building was beginning to grow silent, save for an intermittent grating of plastic parts. With every creak the broken lever beneath the seat seemed to taunt him with threats of falling apart at any given moment. Shifting his weight in the chair did not help the fact that it could not rise quite high enough to ( Read more... )