GOOD NEWS ( Read more... )

you guys ever spend a while reading older entries? i just did. hmmph ( Read more... )

my eyes burn. well, not really a burn but more of a dry like i'm up at 6am AGAIN. why do i keep doing that?
so my sister's coming over this weekend to help me with college stuff. here's hoping it all works out well and this turns out to be one of the better decisions i've made.

okay, i'd write more, but my eyes can't take it. later.

man, working all these 3-8:30 shifts has completely screwed over my already irregular sleeping patterns. i would say that 11 out of 14 days i have stayed up passed 6am. hello, 7am! how have you been ( Read more... )

i have been listening to a lot of trance lately. mostly in my head, actually. hmm ( Read more... )

yeah, i've been sick lately. real fun. i think it was just a cold, but this morning around 7am and nearly every hour after that, i woke up with the urge to vomit. oh, it was terrible. terrible enough to convince myself to call in to work, which i hate doing because i can't afford it. but, it was either that or go in and spend all my time in the ( Read more... )

i'm married now ( Read more... )

good news (FINALLY ( Read more... )

yeah, so i was a little upset that i found out thru melissa's journal about jenni having her baby. obviously, i didn't expect jenni to call me, she was giving birth to him after all. but have i really been that bad, that no one would physically call me to let me know? i mean, fuck, i know i never answer the phone and i never call anyone anymore, ( Read more... )

oh, i guess jenni had her baby.i guess i shouldn't be suprised that no one called me. that's what i get for being such a shitty friend i guess.

thats pretty sad to me. that makes me hate myself just alittle more than usual. FUCK.