i promised myself this morning i would be in bed at 11:00. it looks as if that plan fell through again. I am however fully enjoying the fact that my internet felt like working today. i wrote a lot last night. i added two more scenes to my so-called sit com which it turning out to be the cheesiest thing i've ever written. i hate it. it was an ( Read more... )

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it's so hard to swallow, all the lumps in my throat, on the tip of my tongue, and i still choke. if you squeeze me i might bleed just what i'm feeling. i feel so empty.

staring through a window, but a curtain covers it. i must be so foolish. all this junk in my pockets is starting to hurt my leg. it's starting to weigh me down.

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i don't know what's more pathetic:

that i just went to the bar across the street from my house to get a cigarette lit
or
that the guy that gave me the light told me that 19 was the legal drinking age when i have an ass like that

do guys think these things are flattering? because they're creepy.

i don't like this new livejournal set up. it sucks. how do you work that my lj thing anyhow? and what is it ( Read more... )

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all i will say is control, alt, f12....if you know what happened, you're laughing at me right now.

i just left nora a message about my juice. it has a website on it, why is there a website across my juice package. i don't like it, mostly because it got me curious and i went to it. all the website was, was a kids website with all sorts of games and advertisements about their juice. sometimes i wonder if technology is a good thing ( Read more... )

i was thinking as i drove passed billy's neighbor's model of the twin towers before. its been four years. four years since those attacks. i don't think i'll ever forget when i found out about it. i was in vangor's class with kristin when we heard about the first plane. i just thought it was some idiot who couldn't fly a plane. i didn't end up ( Read more... )

it's 4:17 in the morning and i'm trying my hardest to find the songs i was completely obsessed with when i was 15. i was myspacing and i ended up going on colette trudeau's fan website and found live on release songs i've completely forgotten about. i downloaded the infamous "i'm afraid of britney spears" and it took me 20 mins, and several ( Read more... )