So I have strep throat again. I woke up this morning with a sore throat and decided it was strep because I have gotten it so often I know whats up. I went to work and they agreed I should go have a throat culture, so I went. My doctor's note reads "Rapid Strep Positive" and oh how pumped am I? I am missing yet more work, I'm bloody pissed. I had to ( Read more... )

I miss him so much. I don't think I'm ready to go back to work yet, but I have to. I love him so much, but is this what's best for us? I just don't know anything. Maybe a week or two can clear my head even though it is so hard to sit by myself and think about anything.

of my fucking life ( Read more... )

I have so little time so Ill make this quick ( Read more... )

Started classes today, only going Mon, Wed, Fri. It was good I liked my classes, but Im looking into dropping my online course, I really don't think it's going to be for me, and I want to make sure I can do it without losing my funding, gotta talk to Mark, my advisor.

Nick is so rubbing my shoulders!! <3

I just got back from school shopping, only I went crazy lol. I bought Nick and I both windbreaker jackets, because it's fuckin brezzy on that hill like you wouldn't believe $17 each, paper, pens and pencils, which with me (i write all the time) there was no need for, but I like to stock up, binders, a venus razor for me cus I'm sick of my intuition ( Read more... )

Things are just miserable lately. I don't know what the hell is going on with anything or anyone anymore. I'm seriously thinking about moving in with my mother, that was at least I'll have my mommy if I'm sad. But I hate springfield with a passion ( Read more... )

I just got back from going to Vermont to see my brother and Crystal and the kids. I met my precious Dominic and saw my precious Layla. She was crying wicked hard when we left, I just wanted to stay and hug her. Dominic was asleep the whole time so I couldn't see his deep blue eyes. Towards the end of the visit Paul started being a dick so we left. ( Read more... )

I really don't have much to say to update.
Nick and I went to a family function on his Dad's side, it was fun, always is with those ppl.
Got a birthday coming up, no plans whatsoever. Briefly thought about throwing myself a party, then decided against it cus I dont like playing host.
Bills are poopies. Hopefully I'll be seeing Natalie soon <3

Carin went into the ER today, I am waiting to hear what happens :'(

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MY sister lost her baby today. We are all really upset, she tried for a long time and then this.