where did you go? i haven't seen a post from you in a really long time... i'm starting to worry...

what's going on?

the one night i've actually wanted to go out and do something no one is to be found. i wanted to go dance my ass off at the met but all of my friends were already busy. mostly with their significant others, because i am convinced i am the only single one left... i wanted to go out, drink, dance my ass of and meet cute boys. i know of one cute boy ( Read more... )

Are You Spoiled ( Read more... )

i got my lip pierced on monday. i like it alot. i'm super paranoid that it's going to get infected or that it's already infected. anyhoo, here is a picture, it's out of focus. deal with it :P


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the funeral was today. it was really hard for me. what was really the hardest was seeing everyone else so upset. that's what got to me. especially when my brother started crying. i lost it ( Read more... )

i'm too nervous about tomorrow...
it sucks. i have to be up at 6.

first my heart starts to race... then my brain... and then i'm awake.

i need my sleep because it's probably going to be a long day. fuck.

i don't think i can talk to you anymore. it's not healthy. i have ( Read more... )

i'm still feeling totally nervous. my hands are shaking, my hear is racing... it's starting to really scare me. i feel like i don't want to be alone right now. i don't know what's going on. it's fucking bullshit ( Read more... )

but i have a really nervous feeling in my stomach. i have no clue why. it really doesn't make any sense and i'ts very unsettling ( Read more... )

I FUCKING HATE HER AND WANT YOU TO DUMP HER YOU IGNORANT FOOL!!!

DON'T TELL ME ABOUT HER BECAUSE I DON'T CARE.

THE ONLY TIME I EVER WANT YOU TO MENTION HER TO ME AGAIN IS IF YOU'RE TELLING ME THAT YOU BROKE UP WITH HER/KILLED HER/SHE DIED.

I DON'T WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY WITH ANYONE ELSE, BUT ME.

YEAH, I'M FUCKING SELFISH, WHAT OF IT?