wow. a lot of that is so similar to what i'm feeling. it's crazy. people will call me to go places and i'll just say no i don't feel like it and then they'll be angry. and all i want to do is just lay in bed. i have a friend leaving for boston on saturday and she thinks i don't care about her because i haven't seen her much and she's leaving but i don't want to deal with her leaving and i don't want people around. it takes so much energy and i don't want to talk. i don't know what i'm doing either. i'm on academic suspension so i'm not allowed to go back until second semester and i don't really want to and i don't want to go to usm and i don't know what i want to major in. and i have no freedom because i don't have my license or a car which is my own fault mostly but i don't have the motivation at all. this sucks!!!!#@%$@$^$#^%$@ i'm sorry you're going through it too. but i understand for the most part. good luck. supposedly it always gets worse before it gets better. so i guess we have a lot to look forward to? haha. <3<3<3<3<3<3
ahhh! that is exactly how i feel. i have no car, no license, no money really. i'm so ridiculously depressed. i don't know what major i want, i don't know what i'm doing w my life at all. and thats so scary. i think about it all the time. i worry that i'm never gonna do anything good with my life. :[ but anyway, <3<3<3<3<3<3
Brooke, never mind what those fools think. They may miss you or feel disappointed but it's what you need to do and college is tying you up just a bit from that.
Take your time and get shit straight, you'll feel better about it all in the end. =]
I will miss you at school, but I bet you'll still come around to visit when you can. ♥ Chin up, I think you're making the right choice.
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it's crazy. people will call me to go places and i'll just say no i don't feel like it and then they'll be angry.
and all i want to do is just lay in bed.
i have a friend leaving for boston on saturday and she thinks i don't care about her because i haven't seen her much and she's leaving but i don't want to deal with her leaving and i don't want people around.
it takes so much energy and i don't want to talk.
i don't know what i'm doing either.
i'm on academic suspension so i'm not allowed to go back until second semester and i don't really want to and i don't want to go to usm and i don't know what i want to major in.
and i have no freedom because i don't have my license or a car which is my own fault mostly but i don't have the motivation at all.
this sucks!!!!#@%$@$^$#^%$@
i'm sorry you're going through it too.
but i understand for the most part.
good luck. supposedly it always gets worse before it gets better. so i guess we have a lot to look forward to? haha.
<3<3<3<3<3<3
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that is exactly how i feel.
i have no car, no license, no money really.
i'm so ridiculously depressed.
i don't know what major i want, i don't know what i'm doing w my life at all. and thats so scary.
i think about it all the time. i worry that i'm never gonna do anything good with my life.
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but anyway,
<3<3<3<3<3<3
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we're kind of in a similar situation.
miss ya.
keep your head up.
oh yeah, p.s. stay true. ;)
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They may miss you or feel disappointed but it's what you need to do and college is tying you up just a bit from that.
Take your time and get shit straight, you'll feel better about it all in the end. =]
I will miss you at school, but I bet you'll still come around to visit when you can. ♥ Chin up, I think you're making the right choice.
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