remember to breathe.

I'm working on being happy with myself.
I've been working on it for awhile.
I've gotten better.. a lot better.

Once I am truely happy with myself,
I will be happy with whats around me.

I am sorry to those I have hurt.

p.s.
one word;
METALFEST

I hate that I chose you,
over the other boys
I could have had

some of them care about me
more than you have

they would never treat me this way.

I am always scared of change. why?

change is necessary, I know ( Read more... )

19 days until the end of the semester!
wooo sdfvyhesg jhzcaBX!!

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I am about to fail my psychology exam, woo.
but a failing grade is better than a zero, I guess.

I am going home tonight.
My dad isn't invited to the family thanksgiving =[
so I will be meeting up with him later this week
then Boston Friday night and maybe Saturday night.

Happy Holidays Everyone!

sometimes its really good to spend a night home
and see people you dont usually spend time with

I am so glad I am finally sorting my life out

akon is amazing!
the cd player broke so we listened to all rap yesterday
i forgot how much i love kanye, jay z, pharrell, and ludacris.

i am so exhausted, ahhh!
a nap is much needed

I am ready to change.
I am not scared anymore.
I am finally ready to be what I have always wanted.

hellogoodbye makes me think of him.
why am I so scared?