I've actually got my puzzle halfway assembled.

I was so busy with the individual pieces, I'd failed to see the slowly forming entire picture.

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Getting a head start on my Italian classes, mwhahah :)

www.learnitalianpod.com

I'm struggling here, can this decision be made for me?

http://www.ebaumsworld.com/2006/07/sexpert.html

Wow, yeah Scott definitely doesn't have an anger problem. He just got beat in a game of golf. Now he's back in his room talking shit about the guy who beat him to his friend John. Saying he got fucked, that he should have won. Saying that the guy who beat him is a piece of shit, and that he hopes the guy dies.

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Shit really hit the fan b/t Jess, Scott, and I. It's all too much to explain, but I'm really tired of a lot of things right now. I'm tired of Scott, I'm tired of opening up and trying hard to like him, only to see him repeatedly act like a jerk and completely get away with it. I'm tired of being friends with Jess when I don't know who she is ( Read more... )

When at my best being self-sufficient, I start to wish I had someone other than myself to take care of me. Then, when I get someone else, I remember why I became self-sufficient in the first place.

Well if I was in your position
I'd put down all my ammunition
I'd wondered why'd it taken me so long
But Lord knows that I'm not you
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Well, the good news is that I stopped dreaming about death. And about kicking the crap out of Jess. Now I dream about people I work with making out with each other. During freshman orientations.

The bad news is, I had bad days today and yesterday. Booo. I wanna go HOME.

It's stupid, but sometimes I wish I could tell my parents absolutely everything. Like maybe I'd like myself more if someone else knew all the bad things and loved me in spite of it all. Absolution.

The few people who do know have been judgmental, even if they didn't mean to.