But the sun still shines in the summertime...

[starriswimmer88]

Even before I woke up this morning I was thinking summer. I mean, I wasnt dreaming, but I wasnt awake either. It was like when you are sort of half consious of whats going on around you but your eyes are still closed and your body is still asleep...like you are asleep but your brain is almost awake. Ok im a dork, anyway, i want summer. I know

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[unattainableaim]

Now I dont want to have to choose what im going to study in college...I dont want to have to choose which college im going to go to...I want to be around the people who are familiar to me, I dont want to go to a whole new place, make new friends...I LIKE the friends that I have. Ok, so I dont know what I want. If I could have both that would be great, but I cant, so I have to pick one. Right now I'll settle for summer but at the same time, I dont want my childhood to end. I wish I could just stop time in one perfect moment and keep it that way forever.you just perfectly summed up how I feel. Great minds lol. I hate thinking of having to leave home because I feel safe here with all my friends and my family. But at the same time, there's still a lot I want to do. But college means more responsibility, more work, more effort, learning how to taxes for after, finding a job. Staying at home means living with my parents, my siblings, never being able to make my own decisions

[starriswimmer88]

hahahhaha yes im weird, just like the rest of us. which makes me unweird in a way. in a really weird way.
that could have quite possibly be the least making sense thing ive said all day. all month actually.

i know what you mean...i want hte solidity of living with people familiar to me (TAXES ARE SCARY) but at the same time i really want to be independent and make my own decisions. *sigh* its a tough world. oy vey.

[unattainableaim]

i think i kind of got that...or maybe not lol.

but yeah. life's difficult. it's warped. and math/taxes are EVIL.

it is a tough world. and we're stuck in it. With the Terminator as our governor.

this is what our world is coming to lol.

[starriswimmer88]

wow thats really sad. the terminator is our govenor and our president is a five year old boy inside an ugly old mans body. ay yi yi.