despite it all there is still love...

[starrstruck]

so i'm probably overreacting. but when you don't follow through on what you always promise to do, it makes me worry. can you really blame me? and we both know i have pleanty of reason to worry. it's 4 hours since i left and you're still not home, and you're not where you said you were going. and i'm pretty sure you're somewhere you're not supposed

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[tattoo_our_love]

I hope that everything turns out ok. (I am assuming this is about John.)

Love definitely is hard ... people always think that it's easy, but it isn't. Frank and I have been in a rut lately ... our differences are starting to take a toll on each other and we (mostly me) are picking apart each other'sfaults. It's horrible. Frank basically broke it off, but I have no idea if it really is for real because we have been saying it as threats. I think I am just not going to call him as much as I do, until I see him on Friday or Saturday. I gotta focus on school and just not let it bother me right now.

Ugh. Love can suck sometimes.

<333 SaNdRa

[starrstruck]

they say the strongest relationships are the ones where you get so upset with the person that would could explode but it's only because of the intensity of your feelings for them. i was so mad at him when i wrote this and at the time i really thought things were like done. but thank god it was just bullshit on my neighbors part and john and i are fine because at the end of the day i'm greatful he's in my life, regardless of what stupid shit happens between us, i know in my heart there isn't anyone i'd rather be with.

[tattoo_our_love]

I totally agree with you on the part where you said "the strongest relationships are the ones where you get so upset with the person that would could explode but it's only because of the intensity of your feelings for them" ... I wouldn't even be getting that mad at him if it wasn't because I cared and loved him so much.

He knows that I mean well ... I just don't always show it.

<33 SaNdRa