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starry_nite_2

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Mar 27, 2005 17:46

back from europe. it was fun. good parts and bad parts. i looved florence. so beautiful. and i wanna live in paris one day. its so awesome! i dont feel like writing all the details in here. cuz im to freakin lazy. so if u wanna know all the fun stuff ask me! :) but im so glad to be back home. towards the end i wanted to come home soo bad! i missed ( Read more... )

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anonymous March 29 2005, 08:36:39 UTC

lol do you really think he would come back again after all that was said about u being over him he knows your happy and hes not going to ruin it but I will becuase I see him depressed every day becuase he misses u so much and he wont do anything about it

starry_nite_2 March 29 2005, 17:45:59 UTC

mmm..thank you....and NO i wouldnt go with whoever you are. i would go with fred tho. but if ur not fred then forget about it. freds the only person i would go anywhere with. im not happy. and im not over him. but what was i suppose to do? he left me AGAIN so i thought maybe if i pretended like i was happy and over it and i let it out to be i was i would eventually become it. well im not. im depressed every day without him to. but i cant show it. becuz all of my friends are over it and dont wanna see it. so i dont show it. and i put on a front making me seem happy. but nobody see through me. cuz im a good actress. and im not happy. i miss fred every day and im sad every day. and i thought maybe he had forgotten me and was happy without me...i want fred to be happy...i love him. but i want to be with him more. but he wont ever be with me.... if he would jsut let go...and be with me..maybe he could be happy...i would be...but he wont...he hasnt ever...hewont let go...he doesnt give me a chance...:( i miss him. i still love him. i wont ( ... )

anonymous March 30 2005, 08:55:09 UTC

HAHA and what type of relationship would he have you leave in a few months for a different city then what is he to do..now there is none of ..her-who i dont approve of either...and none of you everyone will be gone whats little fred to do?? anwser that and Ill tell him for you ali

starry_nite_2 March 30 2005, 12:07:18 UTC

i dont know....look whoever u r do what u want...tell him how i feel or dont. im not gonna fight with u about this when i dont even know who u r and if u even have any relation to fred or not....all i know is i still love fred just like i did before. i dont need to prove it to u or anyone else...but i also know even tho i love him and im sad every day without him... hes gone...he leaves me everytime...so what am i suppose to do? id do so much for fred and i dream about being with him...but i dont know what im suppose to do. and ur right i am leaving....and i dont know how that would work unless he came with me or i vistied alot. but either way these are false hopes that i think about becuz he doesnt stay with me anyways. so whatever tell fred i still love him or dont...i think he should know that i do anyways...deep down im sure he does know im still in love with him..how could i not be.