My heart hurts, drama and mush, if you don't really know me, this will be boring.

[starry_vision]

It is almost to the day that it was a year that we found out my Mom had brain cancer. February 13th, a Friday. I will never get her back, I will never see her smile ever again in person, I will never get to hug her, to confide in her. She takes up most of my mind lately. They gave her a year. She didn't make it a year. I am angry at that fact

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[cleobatya]

its the quarter life crisis. im going through the single girls version of it right now.

dont feel pressured about your career, there is no time limit on that...the only time limit in life is having babies. i can understand your pain and emptiness from your mom. just try to remember that she is more than a memory...and there are reasons ppl are here and then must go on...i think...im not sure but whatever it is just hold on it will be ok.

[ngoc]

jen, i know you'll never get over your mother's passing, but how could you? she's your mother and you loved her so much. but never forget that she's still in your heart and memories. and she'll always be by your side to oversee and protect you. feel assured that she will be there to guide you. *hugs*

as for career and family... you're at a point in your life right now where you have to re-evaluate where you're at and where you want to be. it's okay to be lost. there are so many people who are in your shoes at that age, and even older! when you have a big bump in the road (like what you're growing through with your marriage), it's normal to feel this way because there is a big change in your life. just take it one day at a time and have faith in the future.