I'm going through the exact same thing. I'm always here to talk, you know. chickvicious109, or c0rinnnnnnnn if you want <3 P.S. I've always been meaning to tell you that I'm really not as weird as I seemed the first and only time I've met you. we should seriously get to know eachother more.
Correct me if I'm wrong but I think in one way or another I feel as if this whole entry was somehow directed towards me.. and to tell you the truth it made me feel like crap. You're right, you brought this on yourself, but I didn't stop it from happening. I could have sworn you knew what the hell you wanted, and you wanted new friends. You wanted to be in a whole new crowd
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Re: k. hi friend.starryanaApril 29 2005, 21:44:49 UTC
You're right; It's never going to be the way it used to. All of the time we spent together building our friendship; building our relationship is gone. But we did have something special and I really loved it.
But I want to try to get some of it back. We live and we learn, and what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I hope this can make us stronger. I don't want our friendship to just die at one of my stupid mistakes. I know it's all my fault. But if you're willing to forgive me, we can start over and maybe try to make something else?
Yes, I saw that. And no, I wasn't having a great time. Actually, I felt like shit. But I thought that's how you're supposed to feel immediately afterwards, and that it would get better later. Not the case. I know I'm inconsiderate. And what I was pissed at you about in the beginning seems to trivial to me now.
Blah. I guess I'm suffering the consequences of everything that happened now. We both are. And it sucks.
We live and we learn, and what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
The advice that covers every issue and dilemma in life. Everything serves its purpose.
I can tell you Ana, things can be worse. Things can be on the scale of Ali in 6th grade. On the scale of... it was an accomplishment to have someone listen to you, not even close to being a friend. Ugh, horrible times. But, yeah, anyway, I know how it feels to be ignored and thrown around like shit, hence I try and desist from doing to others now that I'm in the opposite position.
Ana, you are not without friends. I mean, really, it comes down to your definition of a friend. And when it comes down to that, why bother classifying? Stop fretting and remember, it's freshmen year, there's only decades left in life... Problems of today will mean nothing tomorrow. (Again, with the 6th grade example)
Another thing: people obviously care enough to be reassuring you.
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I'm always here to talk, you know.
chickvicious109, or c0rinnnnnnnn
if you want
<3
P.S. I've always been meaning to tell you that I'm really not as weird as I seemed the first and only time I've met you.
we should seriously get to know eachother more.
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But I want to try to get some of it back. We live and we learn, and what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I hope this can make us stronger. I don't want our friendship to just die at one of my stupid mistakes. I know it's all my fault. But if you're willing to forgive me, we can start over and maybe try to make something else?
Yes, I saw that. And no, I wasn't having a great time. Actually, I felt like shit. But I thought that's how you're supposed to feel immediately afterwards, and that it would get better later. Not the case. I know I'm inconsiderate. And what I was pissed at you about in the beginning seems to trivial to me now.
Blah. I guess I'm suffering the consequences of everything that happened now. We both are. And it sucks.
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The advice that covers every issue and dilemma in life. Everything serves its purpose.
I can tell you Ana, things can be worse. Things can be on the scale of Ali in 6th grade. On the scale of... it was an accomplishment to have someone listen to you, not even close to being a friend. Ugh, horrible times. But, yeah, anyway, I know how it feels to be ignored and thrown around like shit, hence I try and desist from doing to others now that I'm in the opposite position.
Ana, you are not without friends. I mean, really, it comes down to your definition of a friend. And when it comes down to that, why bother classifying? Stop fretting and remember, it's freshmen year, there's only decades left in life... Problems of today will mean nothing tomorrow. (Again, with the 6th grade example)
Another thing: people obviously care enough to be reassuring you.
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