so its new years eve. today would have been my mom's 56 birthday. since im content with completely numbing myself of all real emotion for the time being, i wont dwell on what that means to me.. lol ( Read more... )

beautinthebrkdwn (11:13:48 AM): yo yo yo ( Read more... )

tonight was pretty kickback. i went to "steven's" sherman oaks pad.. panny and the infamous matt kaplan were there. chilled out. rita arrived and these two other russian jew stoner guys. yummy trail mix with choc. chips. we played taboo. girls v. boys. we dominated. of course. "duh cassie, lindsey lohan!" Hugh Hefner. Little People!! Brain in your ( Read more... )

i want to cry. what is wrong with me. i feel the need to go somewhere and i dont know where. i want to crawl out of my skin. i kinda wish i woulda taken dani to the airport just so i had a destination to drive. fuck. this hurts. fuck. garden state. shit. it always goes back to some fuckin garden state quote. exactly tho. it feels like garden state ( Read more... )

one of the many reasons i love nima ( Read more... )

im sooo ohh sooo excited. ellie called me and invited me to go see peter pan at the pantages theatre tomororw nite.. HELL YEA.. peter pan is like my fave story of all time. YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA.. im stoked for that. hell yea. woo wooo wooo wooo. lol. sorry, super stoked. soo yea. i needa get ahold of jess.. yikes. i needa find out bout ( Read more... )

i am sooo stoked right now ( Read more... )

heres some funny links you muuuust check out and must keep the volume up ( Read more... )

thanks to my dear old dad readin my entries.. lol.. all entries will now be friends only.. comment to be added if not already.. =O

<3

Garden State:
Sam: My hair is blowin in the wind.(on the slow ass bike!)

unfortunado for moi, my aol is a cheap piece of crap and whenever i go on the web, my aol freezes.. shtuuupid! So here i am in my brothers room in desperate need of a post. i just saw Garden State for the third time.. i wish i could eloquently express the beauty that is this film. on my drive to santa monica to visit Ellie, i was looking at this ( Read more... )