Comments | starrylizard: Why? (SPN, Gen, PG)

starrylizard

Why? (SPN, Gen, PG)

Sep 26, 2009 14:15

Title: Why?
Author starrylizard
Characters: Sam and Castiel
Table: Theme 01: Elemental
Prompt(s): 28. speak for my spn_30snapshots table
Rating: Gen, PG, 335 words
Summary: a short coda to episode 5.2

( Sam settled into the motel mattress, feet still on the floor from where he’d sat and then just flopped back on the bed with a sigh of exhaustion. A full day of hitch hiking and walking, worry and sadness, and it all seemed too much and not enough. )

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Comments 25

meg_tdj September 26 2009, 04:41:08 UTC

Aww. I wondered if Castiel had called Sam first before Bobby, and I can totally see Sam questioning why he had been taken out of there along with Dean. Poor, poor Sam. :(

starrylizard September 26 2009, 04:52:32 UTC

Yeah, I actually wrote this before I watched 5.3 and then I figured it still fit, so I'd better post it...even if it's not that well written. I just think it's what Sam would be wondering... and now with the end of 5.3 we have a different possible explanation and I wonder if Sam is thinking, "why didn't he just kill me?" Which is even more sad. Poor honey! :(

Thank you! :)

meg_tdj September 26 2009, 05:12:05 UTC

I knoooow, you could see that's what he was thinking during that scene. Why was he saved when this whole mess could be avoided if he just... stopped existing. :(

I'm enjoying these little one-shots. :)

starrylizard September 26 2009, 05:21:21 UTC

Thank you! I'm enjoying them too. :)

anniehow September 26 2009, 08:21:40 UTC

Oh, Sam! *smishes*

starrylizard September 26 2009, 08:27:24 UTC

Yeah, poor honey. *smishes him too*

Thanks. :)

irismay42 September 26 2009, 13:57:31 UTC

I liked that Sam had regained a little hopefulness in 5.3 - which was obviously duly shattered by Lucifer's appearance - but I was also thinking that he's got to be thinking that if it was God who saved him from the convent and cleansed him of the demon blood so he wouldn't go through withdrawal again then it stands to reason that there's so measure of forgiveness out there for him, even if he can't forgive himself just yet.

starrylizard September 26 2009, 14:00:22 UTC

Yeah, especially when Sam was the believer. He prayed every day, so he'd want to believe God had given him a second chance, but I think he'd be wondering why and whether there was a purpose to it all. *nods*

Thanks for reading. :)

contrary_lady September 26 2009, 16:15:20 UTC

I really enjoyed that! I was definitely curious as to why Castiel hadn't called Sam, since he did in Good God, Y'all!.

starrylizard September 27 2009, 01:34:35 UTC

Thank you! :)

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starrylizard September 27 2009, 01:34:51 UTC

Thank you!