why does life fucking sucks ass? whenever shit happens it happens in threes. i really need to just get away from everything. i miss my bestfriend of 13 years, why does she have to live a million miles away. and why does it hurt so much>?

a's game tomarrow whos all going, hit me up

i want to say thank you to tom for taking me to see le trigre and beck. it was fucking awsome. plus helps me pass the time and not think about tim. ive been so depressed i havent gotten a good sleep in 3days and i never want to get anymore. popping pills is the only way i feel numb to all of this.everyday is a struggle, im lost ( Read more... )

this is so true. i love u pat benatar ( Read more... )

my life is over. i need people to save me, or i will go crazy.

fuck men

on friday i want to get a big group of people to go see charlie and the chocolate factory in sf. i talked to libby already, is anyone else down

im bored. if anyone wants to hang out tonight call me 925 8993518.

hey is anyone going tomarrow to the gay pride parade? if so give me a call 8993518. im leaving with a group of people at 10 at orinda bart.

then im going to les claypool. tomarrow is going to be awsome

havent updated in a really long time but nothing new has really happened. i got a hella nice laptop that tim and i have been playing with the last dew days. matts mom is in costa rica again so we've had some peps over ( Read more... )

tim and i are in tahoe and it is fantasic. we never wanna go home. sami has the most amazing house that looks over lake tahoe. The fucking lake is 20 feet aways from her house. yesterday we went to this little ghost type town called virgina city, i guess as some point it was the richest town in the u.s because of the gold and silver mines. We went ( Read more... )