It's been a year now, a year today, since you left.
I miss you so terribly.


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I'm nothing but a fuck up.
that's all.

& I hate myself.

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I'm not sure ( Read more... )

So I've admitted to myself why I won't open up to epople ( Read more... )

That I've never once in my life felt lonelier, than I do at this very moment ( Read more... )

I hate being alive.
I don't wanna do this anymore.
I want to take the easy way out.

Every day I wake up to the same question, "Why am I here?"
I'm just a waste.

I hate myself.
I hate everyone.

I wanna get hit by a bus.

I'm prolly gunna keep a handwritten journal.
So goodbye LJ<3

I don't really want knowing about me.
I actually don't really want anybody knowing me at all.

I'm a waste & I'll never be anything more the girl who never mattered.
<3

If ya'll wanna talk to me though.
AIM sn - blazindyme4eva

Dear life.
I hate you.
Love Alyson.

Today started off funny ( Read more... )