( hold on. )

actually hand-wrote something out on paper tonight for the first in a long while ( Read more... )

my dad called me today. WEIRD ASS SHIT to hear his voice for the first in over a year.

and I came to a realization about teaching today, as I shared with Carmen...

"Fuck. I can't quit this, I'm too good at this."

oh life.

oh, life ( Read more... )

one year today of being Mr. and Mrs.

amazing what a difference a year makes...

how beautiful and blessed our lives are.

my heart is exploding with gratitude.

love.

amazing what a difference 24 hours can make.

I feel considerably better than how I felt last night.

I can get through this. I am getting through this. I can do this. I will not quit just as I am getting good.

one day at a time is all I have. I am managing my time better and making time for myself, END OF STORY.

all is well. all will be well.

I am in no position to be making any decisions right now, but I am wondering if teaching at this point in my life/career was a wise one ( Read more... )

I am in Houghton with my husband and am contemplating staying here ( Read more... )

But first on the list is grading 5 more papers....

le sigh.

and packing, baking, cleaning house, running errands, dropping stuff off for my sub, confirming reservations, dropping corrected papers off at the college, seeing my mom and Sean, seeing Jessie my skank...

the things I do for Houghton...

maybe I am too anal-retentive. Maybe I have ridiculously high exacting standards ( Read more... )