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i still seem to be shocked about sean. i remember getting the phone call from brooke last week, it was so weird. i knew something bad happened, there was this eery vibe. she sounded so upset. at first it didn't seem to bother me so much, i was just in shock. but now it seems that i can't stop thinking about it, and even though i wasn't good friends

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the love of my life. my soul. my everything. he can't be gone. he just can't. i refuse to accept it, because we belonged together. we still do. and there's no erin without sean. i'll never be the same again.

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and even though we may not have been the most exclusive, because he was afraid of letting people know he associated with a minor, he gave me the best two and a half years i've ever had in my life. i've been seeing a therapist every day and she's starting to convince me that this isn't my fault. but i'll take this tragedy knowing that i had something so fucking great for so long. no regrets man. no regrets.