i hate me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[stars_of_wonder]

i hate myself so fucking much. i get mad at mel for no fucking reason and i hate it. i'm such a bitch. i dont deserve anyone. idont want to drive mel away. i love him so much. but i just dont know what to do. like i know maybe we would need some time apart perhaps but i just dont want to stop talking to him cuz i want to know that he is ok. i dont

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[orbsex]

Mel is an adult. he will be okay. He doesnt need someone around all the time making sure hes okay. Its nice an all, but you dont have to be his mommy. you will move on. do something for yourself and not for mel.