I'm fucking agravated as hell. I FUCKING hate people!!! I just got done reading a lot of fucking SHIT about a lot of fucking things. And I'm sure you fucking guessed it. I'm god damned pissed off!! I'm so fucking done with so fucking many people. It's fucking rediculous the fucking BULL SHIT that I take from people just to be nice. Well fuck all ( Read more... )

So I'm horribly lonely right now. The only person I really WANT to talk to right now is out, and I'm worried... None of my friends seem to have time for me. I'm just so scared at this point. *sigh* I love Azure Ray...

Okay, so I figure I need to update. There's a Jimmy Eat World concert tommorow night. And I really wanna go. :( Umm...I haven't really been doing much. I went to a concert the other night, and discovered this really good Indie/Emo band called Ivy'sReach. My tummy hurts. I really want to go do something tonight. Or tommorow night. I dunno. Maybe ( Read more... )

Some things are working out. Okay, so now I've got someone pissed off at me over a stupid reason that they have no reason to be pissed about. *sigh* Otherwise, things are going well.....not really much to tell here. I'm never going to sleep normally again. Ever. *sigh*

Soooo....I am very very tired. Confused. Disoriented. Too much is in my head. I mean, I'm fine. Just a little shaken up. Like a puzzle. *sigh* Okay. I'm not even supposed to be up. So I'm going to lay down. I need someone to take care of me...

I just finished watching The Goonies, and after I watched it, I was lying in my bed thinking, and I had the huest smile on my face. I was happy. I mean, really happy. For the first time in days. Weeks actually. Now I'm sitting here, and I'm sad again. I can't have the things I need to go to sleep right now. Life is confusing of late. I am trying ( Read more... )

I hated this morning. I woke up to the sound of my mothers screaming, and the intoxicating scent of vomit filled my nose and my lungs. I choked and spat a little more up, realizing it was my own. I opened my eyes and I cried. I have no idea what happened. When I went to sleep last night, I didn't feel sick. I felt good. Why did this happen?

Well, I just got off the phone from a few hours of conversation. And now I'm talking to someone else...*sigh* I'm NEVER going to sleep again. Anyway...I've sorted a lot out with myself and with other people. I've sang a lot today, and it was very special at one point. Hell, I've used so many words today, I don't know what to say here even. I guess ( Read more... )

So, I sat awake all night. I sang Bright Eyes and Straylight Run for three hours or so. There was also some Rocky Votolato, Get Up Kids, and Starting Line ( Read more... )

So. My head is a jiggsaw puzzle, and I don't see it going back together easily. So I just want to thank all the people who are actually there when they're needed. And I want to bitch out the people that aren't...... >.So I'm just sitting here messing around and talking to people. I have to try to go to sleep normally tonite. I haven't slept but ( Read more... )