Confusion

[starserchr00]

Man i am so confused. And i have alot of homework to do. It seems like my life will never be normal. But when i think about "normal" i think of Cassi with straight a's and a car and money and an awesome relationship with God and friends. But thats not normal..thats best case scenario. And on top of homework, ive had a headache for the pst couple

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[mdngtsleepwalkr]

-hugs-

[starserchr00]

Thanks Paige! :) Thankx bunches!
~Cassi

[anonymous]

first, quit complaining. second, get out of the house and do something about it. third, dont rely on someone else to be your support; in the end, God is the only one who will support you. other than that, just be more mature about things. i was a teenager once too, and trust me, its not worth whining about. the only way anything good is going to happen is if you work hard and dont pine over other people's "perfect" lives. This is the best advice I can give to you, and since the only advice i ever got was being kicked out of the house at 16, i figure, it's the best i can do.
-Someone who understands

[starserchr00]

ok first of all i would really like to know who you are. second of all why can't i complain? Isn't this my journal? Can't i do whatever i want on here? If you dont want to see me complain about something then YOU dont have to read it. third, i cant get out of the house because im so busy....studying for tests and homework. fourth i cant trust you because i dont knwo who you are. And it feels like your just attacking everything that i do wrong or something...or even just everything that i do. I feel like i want to defend myself but i dont want to because i dont wanna piss you off....because i dont know who you are! Well anyways if you could please tell me so that i can have an idea about how to feel. Happy because i have advice....or mad because maybe your someone who i dont like or something or who doesnt like me.....anyways..thankx!

You asked

[anonymous]

You asked for advice, and I gave it to the best of my abilities. you prolly shouldnt ask for advice if you don't want it, or if you're not prepared to take it as someone gives it to you. no, i don't have to read your journal, but then again, i am entitled to. As for who I am, i don't really think it matters, but if you must know, i am someone you see every day. anything more than that, and im just someone you know, giving harmless advice.

Re: You asked

[starserchr00]

oh my gosh!!! i am sooo sorry! oh man i feel horrible...i completely forgot that i asked for advice on the entry! in all seriousness i wasnt expecting anyone to comment on it or give any.... but thankx. i do appreciate it...even tho it wasnt exactl what i think i wanted...but hey..what i want i prolly canthave. i think most of all i wanted to vent. But hey id really like to know who you are...so that i can thank you in person...its kinda wierd having someone talk to me in 2 different places ya know? like i talkt o you here...and i talk toyou at school...im just not sure.....

I Love You

[anonymous]

Cassi- I love you sooo much and what you just wrote makes me feel like i'm sipping hot coco while playing in the snow (which is kind of impossible but oh well). I know that you have been going through some tough times right now and I have never met a person that has dealt with your problems the way you do. (Which is in a good way.) to the anonymous person, not until recently have I known all of the things that have been bothering her and I have known her for a long time so its not like she "complains" all the time because she doesn't. And I really wouldnt call it complaining because when someone does everything they possibly can to not let things get to them and/ or solve their problems and all it keeps getting is either worse or at a stand still, you have to let the frustration out somehow. And i applaud you cassi for "getting it out" lol. seriously. no joke. I love you so much. I owe you a little foot hug and I'm glad that i caused a wrinkle. ;) -Mindy

Re: I Love You

[starserchr00]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!! I LOVE YOU TOO MINDY!!!! OH SO MUCH! Thanks for standing up for me...you sweet sweet piece of candy! lol ok well whats a foot hug? lol....and you can cause my wrinkles ANY day...lol (said in a sexyish voice) lol ok i g2g dad is wanting me to get off
ttyl
tootles!!! I LOVE MINDY!

need to tell you something

[anonymous]

Cassi:
This is a friend from school. Actually, we're not really close friends, but I have a few classes w/you. Anyway, i don't want you to be mad at me or anything, but I need to tell you something about someone else that has been bothering me for a long time. I'm not trying to start anything, but I read a comment that this person posted, and it really made me think that I can't keep this from you anymore, because it really really really makes me sad to even know what I know. Do you mind if I post what I know on here anon? I don't want this person to know that it was me who told you. Please write back, so that I know what to do.

Re: need to tell you something

[starserchr00]

I'm sorry, i didn't realize your position on the anonymous thing. And yes that is perfectly fine, but i would still like to know who you are tho, even if they dont. And i can keep it completely to myself who you are. And don't worry, im not mad or anything, i was just like. "whoa, i made this lj so that i COULD complain on it..." that was my whole point....so that i wouldnt have to tell all of my friends, and i could just write it once, so now one gets a different pov on how i'm feeling! but anyways if you please im me at starserchr00 then that would be great. If you really don't want to then thats fine i guess. But feel free to say anything that you want to on here....im intrigued with what you have to tell me!

[starserchr00]

okie day. Cassi is really confused! So to whoever is posting on here that apparently needs to talk to me then just do so. call me or talk to me at school. My number is 838-2266 and my cell is 258-7257. i have to go because im gonna go see wade in brigadoon so please call me or something. ok tootles
~Cassi

[starserchr00]

PLEASE RESPOND!!! I WANT TO KNOW!! lol ok tootles