what to write, what to write ( Read more... )

i think i've found the closest point to the edge without jumping.

i need something/one real.

southern kitchen is closing tomorrow. i ate there for the last time tonight and got really bummed out ( Read more... )

the new jimmy eat world record is the best thing i've heard in years. for real. i love this band so fucking much.

i'm alive, if you wondered.

that's about it.

I feel sometimes like the only person alive who really gets what's going on. the only person with the ability to see thru all the bullshit, and simplify a situation down to what it really is ( Read more... )

so we started tracking drums for the new demos today ( Read more... )

some say it's all fate.
but i say we control our lives, & if my destiny should outbest me then that's fine.
i make believe thrill and apathy co-exist in me fairly equally.
the truth is doubts are all i've got to call mine.

new york is okay.
rochester is funny.
I miss a lot of people.
but my friends rule.
its cold as shit.
it never used to snow in april.

and some people have just vanished off the face of the planet. and that makes me sad.

I dunno.
things are different.
but I'm taking it in.
and I'm siked.

wake up, there's a world outside your door. everybody's ( Read more... )

its funny because up till the second the page loads my head is swimming with things I want to write down, and then its like livejournal has some block function over my brain. this shit never happens with pen & paper ( Read more... )

it feels like in just a couple of days under a year, i basically managed to destroy everything good in my life. and i'm satisfied with the way that i've started to rebuild it, but i would like to understand why things in my past keep popping up in my now. i'm not a fan of that ( Read more... )