i hate the fact that i've been working my ass off for the past 4 years to be a major role in a musical...and out of nowhere people just waltz in their first year of trying out and get one....and i'm ONCE AGAIN stuck in the freaking chorus...i guess at least i'm still in it, but still ( Read more... )

"you make me feel like shit. you treat everyone like shit. i hope you have a nice fucking life."

sweet. thanks....

i'm glad i invested a year and a half of my life into someone who feels so wonderfully about me.

i love coheed and cambria

i also love my friends

what a good day back to school

so my mom taught me a pretty big lesson today. its one of those that you alredy know, but you just chose to ignore or forget because you were stupid. or you thought it didnt matter. i learned that it did matter. its funny, my mom knows more than i give her credit for. she can read me like an open book. she knows everything before i even tell ( Read more... )

this year's birthday was one of THE BEST i've ever had....it was especially good compared to last year, the damn ice storm kept me inside my entire birthday ( Read more... )

so right now i'm supposed to be viewing the lights at the zoo with the youth group, but i am way too tired and sick to be doing so. so my first night of actual break i'm sitting on my ass like the lazy fool that i am. maybe i'll go read the book i bought today. i havent read a good book since slaughterhouse five last year ( Read more... )

i havent written in a long time, so i guess i've got a lot of catching up to do haha ( Read more... )

so, i have this friend, see.....and he knows that i HATE driving in weather like this....so he gave me a little ringy dingy on my cellular device and told me that he was at work, but he saw how snowy it was...and just wanted to tell me that the roads were probably really bad and to be careful....

: )

it feels good to know that someone cares about

so i think my voice is getting worse....thats no good. really.

fuck

today is by far the worst day of my life. i thought i had made up my mind about what i needed. i thought i had made up my mind about what i WANTED ( Read more... )