I feel like i'm dying on the inside.

In a quite literal way, not a poetic way.

I don't know what it is
I'm flying high
Then I'm wondering why I'm sinking on this ship, going down
Life keeps on moving anyway
It can open your heart
It can break you apart
And it never even slows down
It's the wheel of the world turning around
Carrie Underwood - Wheel of the World

I feel like I'm letting myself down. This is not the person that I am, but ( Read more... )

And it's breaking me down ( Read more... )

So in my previous entry I was feeling really crappy and sad, but you'll all be happy to know, I feel better this week in terms of emotioncality. (i think i made up that word but it sounded good ( Read more... )

"This is for you, August"---October 25, 2005

Six a.m. often comes a little too soon. The warm morning sunlight breaks through the blinds creating tiny shreds of light on the wall. The birds’ sing their morning song and the grass is sprinkled with dew. The city is waking up, while I am struggling to keep my eyes open and my mind awake. I hear cars ( Read more... )

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They say that when you are in college, you experiance the best years of your life and make friends that will last you the rest of your life ( Read more... )

Do you realize, one language disappears every 14 days...think about that.

I'm having an extremely hard day.

Yesterday I read one email that completely tore me in half. My mom isn't speaking to me and put a huge guilt trip on my shoulders which was a completely selfish scapegoat thing to do to try and make me feel bad about myself. She posed all these questions, where exactly did we fail as parents? Did we not set a ( Read more... )

( lots o' random quizzes )