More Poetry and shit...
Goodbye
As the tears run down my cheeks leaving stains through my makeup
As I look on and watch u walk away
Watch u walk away into your new life with your new love
My replacement
Title: Humiliation
Dedication: To those with big mouths
You said you’d never tell, you said, you said,
But there in the crowd,
You shouted my secrets out loud
The blood rushed to my cheeks as tears filled my eyes, I fled
Everything you ever told me, I’d kept secret
I played dumb for you, I lied for you
I’d have fought for you, even layed down my life for you
But that one slip up I made, I didn’t know
I thought I was doing right by you,
That fatal mistake
I’ve paid for it now.
Your cruel, spiteful humour
My debt is paid,
My humiliation at your hands has paid it a thousand times over,
I thought you were my friend, I loved you like family
But this, this unfairness,
This public execution of my pride
This is unforgivable, no more
No more will you tell me what to like,
What to wear, What to eat, no more
You are nothing now
No amount of sorry can ever make up for it.
If you are anything to me
You are my enemy
Title: I’m Alone now
Rating: PG
Dedication: None
I’m alone now
The ones I loved have left
I'm alone now
They’ve gone to something better
I'm alone now
In the cold dungeon cell of silence
I'm alone now
Can you hear me?
I'm alone now
Will you fine me?
I'm alone now
Title :It’s Over
Dedication : Craig and Sam
Cold, Callous, Calculating
Is that who you really are
I admit I’m questioning
Will you tell me, will you speak
Will you tell me it wasn’t all a lie
When you said you’d be my goddess
Aphrodite in the Greek
If it’s really over, after all this time
I want to hear it from you
Is that really such a crime
My heart has been ripped out
All you care about is what is yours
What about what’s mine?
You left me, you walked out
At least let me have the memories, which were once ours
If this is really our last goodbye
Let it be sweet
Don’t let it be cold with tempers high
You can’t beat me down anymore
I’ve got no further to go
You saw to that
Do you really want me heartbroken, hurt and poor
You’ve left once, you’ve left twice
Is this to give me hope or to twist the knife
I told you I was ready to settle down
For you to be the mother of my kids to be my wife
Title : Darkness
Let the all consuming darkness over power me,
Let it pull me into oblivion
Or let me wander through this wilderness of thoughts
A dreamless cave of despair
Let no shred of light penetrate my darkness to reveal me for what I am.
A monster, a hopeless, loveless creature of the night
To all I am a stranger, I pass through your world, unnoticed, alone.
My life as you may call it or rather just existence, leaves all others unscathed.
My hatred and anguish is all consuming, I am nothing, I am no one.
So continue on your journey traveller, and in an instant I am gone, a forgotten memory, a shadow from your past. Out of sight out of mind.
I am ever changing but the pain in my eyes is eternal.
I do not wish to blight you so continue.
Let me seek my lonely peace
As I wander the earth in constant solitude.