...are apt descriptors of emotional stress and fatigue. Exceptional at demonstrating the extreme of withdrawal: cage, from Latin cavea, an enclosure; also a hollow. The need for a cage is defined by the need to control something, the need to keep something from going amongst the rest of the world. Or, possibly, the need to keep the rest of the ( Read more... )

"Where you're supposed to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I'm lost without you."

I would say it's been a while, but that might come across as somewhat, well. Obvious ( Read more... )

I have a quandary ( Read more... )

1. I have joined a support group. I am finding a lot of support and wisdom and knowledge within said group. The only thing that troubles me is that a large number of the people in this group are, well...the opposite sex. There are very few males in the group, so it can be difficult to relate. I mean, we're all human, but it'd be nice to have ( Read more... )

Where ya gonna be tomorrow ( Read more... )

I wish I had something better to say ( Read more... )

I've been so alone for so long ( Read more... )

Is it ironic that as I listen to the song "Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off" that I can clearly remember the first time I heard this song: in the passenger seat of a Yukon, flying down a Sacramento highway, the lights of the city on the horizon? Is it ironic that I felt so at peace and so happy to be there, able ( Read more... )

Maybe you're out there, maybe you're not. I'm sure you're gloating, either way. But I want to make something extraordinarily clear: I know you for what you truly are. You are the type of person who takes the beauty in others and you twist it and you warp it and you fucking destroy it so those people can't even look in the mirror without feeling ( Read more... )