life is shitty and people are shitty. all i want to do is come home, which i might be doing on the 25 on march. what if i just happen to miss my fligh home, what then. let me think..my dad would probably never let me fly home again which would be gay, so i guess i will have to return to the barren waste land that is wisconsin. i reall hope he will ( Read more... )

so james is gone now but thats ok. no point in dwelling on the bad things so i moved on to a new boy. his names is jon...im seeing a trend with J names. james, jason, jd, jon its kinda freaky do you think (emily should kno about this) i might come home for a few days in march but we will see.

you kno when your nose is all stuffy and you cant breath well multiply that times 100 and that was me yesterday. we had a snow day which was fuckin sweet and i went sledding, but now every bone in my body hurts. then on top of all that i had to get a flu shot...it hurt bad! oh well i might start home school soon, im not for sure yet my dad is ( Read more... )

Cecily, maybe when James and i break up and i move back to texas, but only then.

james might be moving back to live with his parents. i dont know what ill do if he does, thinking about it just makes me upset. i have yet to tell him i love him, i think its bc im not sure if i really mean it or im just saying it bc most people do. i can always tell if i like a guy or not by if i tell him i love him. im afraid if i tell james i ( Read more... )

ill see you tomorrow biatch!

homework is gay.

His name is James!

How can life be so grand and yet so extremely painful at the same time. Ben and i got in a fight on wednesday but then he said he was sorry and everything is better now. He final told me that he actually wanted to be "official," thank goodness. I hate being in the weird relationship where you arent dating but you are somewhat together...its just a ( Read more... )

Well hello. you kno when you go away for summer and you come back and everything has changed. people are different, things have happened, people have moved on. thats how i feel but its not just for summer, its for a whole two years. i mean yea im going to come back for christmas and summer, but its not the same as being there. sometimes when im ( Read more... )