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You're the yellow bird that I've been waiting for.
One bad day that I can't seem to shake from, that it's just getting worse. Maybe I don't have patience. I lost my patience trying to show my Mom the computer & that started it all.
Mom: "You make me sad, that I have you for a daughter"
Me: "...."
Mom: "You are just like your sisters. When I thought you were a little diffrent, you are the same."
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Please take the time & do this.
Post anonymously, what you truely think of me.
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You say I choose sadness, that it never once has chosen me.
I hate family drama. I do not like when my sister & Mom fight. =( We need each other right now. sigh. I really hope we can all get together & calm down. I really wish my sister understood my Mom, it would be so much easier ( Read more... ) -
The slow fade of love, its soft edge might cut you.
I <3 Monk very much. I love when they do marathons. =)
I am truly happy that I am home and no more school for a couple of months. I really need the break but I am thinking of going back to work. It will keep my mind occupied, I think & I will get to earn some money. I really want to buy a professional camera to take pictures of various things. I ( Read more... ) -
The leaves will fall & so will you.
I wish we didn't have to lose people we love.I guess God had greater plans for us than we have for ourselves. I really do believe so or I guess that is what I wish to believe.I almost cry every day because I miss you that much. Mom thinks she could have changed things but it was already set in the stars. I think you felt it to. I love you ( Read more... ) -
I am waiting for you to flee the scene, as if you held in your hand the smoking gun.
Two weeks left of school! I am so ready it to be through with. Chemistry exam on Friday on which I really need a good grade on. I have been struggling with Chemistry, but I think I will do good. I really hope so. Turns out I did way better on my Literature exam than I thought which was a relief.<3
I wanted to watch some movies but my portable dvd ( Read more... ) -
You never had a voice, so why all the fuss?
Yet again, I have two exams tomorrow. I really think I'm going to do well in these exams. I just hope so. <3 I am tired of taking exams even though I know I will be taking plenty during my college years. sigh.
I bought some really cute shoes but they made my feet hurt. =[
Post Secret & Found are my new favorite books ever! Flowers for Algernon & ( Read more... ) -
I'll dig my grave & wait here for you till the end.
and since you've gone I can't forget
what I didn't say & that it's much too late
I feel you here in my heart
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A love as certain as a sinking ship.
Studying for a Biology exam tommorrow. =/ I hope I can get a much better grade on this one. I'm doing my best because that is all I can do. <3
One month of school of left! I'm really starting to get relieved but stress at the same time.
I think I need to talk to a counseler but I don't want them to say "Write a good-bye letter to your Dad." like ( Read more... ) -
He was a sucker for your double dose.
I thought today was going to be okay, but I had to mess things up. My temper gets the best of me sometimes. I'm sorry! I don't want you to leave us because I need you the most. I know if Dad was here it would be so much better. You say you want us to be there but I see that you are keeping your distance too. Your hugs aren't warm or comforting ( Read more... )