I think you are one of the strongest people I've ever known, although you probably cannot see it yourself.
You are highly sensitive in many applications of the word but not in a weak way, or because you actually are affected by what people think nor are you any form of a "people pleaser" but because you carry emotional 3rd degree burns which make "touch" painful. You have survived in ways almost no one I've ever met would be capible of coming close to.
I think you are multi-fasceted, adaptible, and complicated, sometimes a contridiction.
I think you are afraid of love because by nature you are independent but also vulnerable to those you actually care about.
I think it's good for you to be silly and childish and you should do it as often as possible. <3
aw thank you so much. i dont even know what to say, you do wonders for my self-esteem, lol. but seriously youve been such a great friend to me and thank you.
I have one of these, by the way, but it's all the way at the beginning of my journal -- one of the public posts. If you want to do mine, I'll give you a link.
I love your off-beatness and randoness. Like your "highpower" letter post.
You really have a great personality, which I guess is an over-used compliment, but it's true. You are the kind of person that puts her on twist on everything.
I think sometimes you are insecure or maybe a better way to say it would be really hard on yourself, much harder than you would ever be on anyone else. I think that drive can be a good thing and motivate you or a bad thing and pull you down into depression.
I often wish I had something that would help/be right to say to your posts and I nothing will come to mind that seems "right" but I know you have really cool friends to come through where I don't have the words. <3
I'd love a link to do yours, because I'm mucho lazy but still want to do it!! ^_^
I'm always amazed by your determination in exercizing. It's a strength I don't have and I wish I did.
I love how we complete each other's thoughts and how we could basically not bother to talk but just be like "yeah, I get it. Me too. What you are thinking". Ok, not quite, but it's nice to be understood.
I also, feel more comfortable bitching to you than anyone. In fact, you are the only person I do not feel like I'm bothering when I do, so I feel totally comfortable doing so. It means alot to me, although I am sure you are like "oh gee, great" :-p
I think you confuse love and need a lot and it has caused and will cause you problems.
I think you put up with WAY too much shit from guys, although I cannot talk because obviously, I have taken a hellvalot in the same department. I think in your case it's a self-esteem issue whereas mine has been one guy because it's a pigheaded determination to believe Tristan and I are meant to be no matter how things go wrong. I don't think that hoping a guy will complete you will ever work, but I hope you find love and a true sense of yourself so you can love without need.
When I was younger I was really hurt by some people in the name of religion. There isn't a point getting into it because it's past and not really important but I developed a strong sense of adversion to organized religion, even vering away from wicca because it was too close to a "religious structure". I've met few people of any faith who's faith I could respect and you are one of them. I think you really live out the principles of kindness and being a good person. I think if there is a god you are good representative for what he would want his followers to act out. I don't mean to harp on that one thought but it's been really a positive impact for me as a person
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You are highly sensitive in many applications of the word but not in a weak way, or because you actually are affected by what people think nor are you any form of a "people pleaser" but because you carry emotional 3rd degree burns which make "touch" painful. You have survived in ways almost no one I've ever met would be capible of coming close to.
I think you are multi-fasceted, adaptible, and complicated, sometimes a contridiction.
I think you are afraid of love because by nature you are independent but also vulnerable to those you actually care about.
I think it's good for you to be silly and childish and you should do it as often as possible. <3
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I have one of these, by the way, but it's all the way at the beginning of my journal -- one of the public posts. If you want to do mine, I'll give you a link.
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You really have a great personality, which I guess is an over-used compliment, but it's true. You are the kind of person that puts her on twist on everything.
I think sometimes you are insecure or maybe a better way to say it would be really hard on yourself, much harder than you would ever be on anyone else. I think that drive can be a good thing and motivate you or a bad thing and pull you down into depression.
I often wish I had something that would help/be right to say to your posts and I nothing will come to mind that seems "right" but I know you have really cool friends to come through where I don't have the words. <3
I'd love a link to do yours, because I'm mucho lazy but still want to do it!! ^_^
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Here's the link to mine:
http://www.livejournal.com/~eternaskies/63506.html
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I love how we complete each other's thoughts and how we could basically not bother to talk but just be like "yeah, I get it. Me too. What you are thinking". Ok, not quite, but it's nice to be understood.
I also, feel more comfortable bitching to you than anyone. In fact, you are the only person I do not feel like I'm bothering when I do, so I feel totally comfortable doing so. It means alot to me, although I am sure you are like "oh gee, great" :-p
I think you should leave Matt for me ^_^
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I think you put up with WAY too much shit from guys, although I cannot talk because obviously, I have taken a hellvalot in the same department. I think in your case it's a self-esteem issue whereas mine has been one guy because it's a pigheaded determination to believe Tristan and I are meant to be no matter how things go wrong. I don't think that hoping a guy will complete you will ever work, but I hope you find love and a true sense of yourself so you can love without need.
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