heres a nice public entry for you all ( Read more... )

To see you, when I wake up is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said, I miss you.(?)
I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days, but ( Read more... )

once again ive been caught in a lie. many lies actually. i hurt myself so much ive been crying for like the past 3 hours. i cried to mike, jane, luis' answering machine... god i dont think i can ever forgive myself for all of this. ive screwed up way too many times and this is just the last straw. im going to change ( Read more... )

turned in my graduation papers today. it feels so good to say that i only have 1 more year in high school. its kindof hard to believe. grad nite, senior picnic, no STAR tests, early finals... i CANNOT WAIT ( Read more... )

im glad i finally have someone that turns my bad days around again ( Read more... )

i might as well bitch about how my day sucked ( Read more... )

So don't let the world bring you down
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old

today i woke up to "get be" written in rose petals on my sidewalk.. it was mike's attempts at writing "get better love, mike" but he ran out of petals. hahah ( Read more... )

so i have this crazy crush on this crazy kid. but when im with him this crush doent seem so crazy. it just feels right.

by the way i love jane!

and i got an old incubus cd today. and i talked to bret alderete. weird.

and im glad i have this crush b/c liking a notorious liar and player is just not working for me anymore.

today i went to school, came home and went up to mike's house to watch their band play!
I SAW NICK PEACOCK... weathersfiled girls, do we remember this guy?!?! haha! way weird!
then me mike and chris drove to the guitar center in oxnard. and now im home.
wow i love TO people haha!
i have work at 7 weeee