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[starstruckjen]

I went through my photobucket account today and deleted all my weight loss pictures from last year. Doing so bothered me a little bit, but I know I can't compare myself to any of those pictures anymore. They're pictures of me, but it's not really me in them. It was a lost and lonely girl who tought that all she had to offer was an ED

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[lucid_whisper]

Jen,

CONGRATULATIONS! :D

You look so beautiful. Green is your color! I love your necklace, too.

Love ya,
Krystal

[starstruckjen]

Krystal,

Thanks so much! :)

I thought you said red is my color? haha. I really like wearing green because my eyes show more. The necklace is the one I bought with my outfit for the World's Largest Disco. Since it's star and love it so much, I decided to keep on wearing it.

<3

[lucid_whisper]

LOL, you are able to wear so many colors because you are so gorgeous! So, red and green are your colors. :)

[starstruckjen]

Woohoo! Just call me Christmas tree! :P

Thanks doll!

<3

[kaydoe71]

Gorgeous! 8 Days! Amazing!

Good job sweetie!

[starstruckjen]

Thanks! Part of me would have given up a while back if it wasn't for you. I'm being completely honest too. :)

<3

[kaydoe71]

Awww...that's so sweet. By the way I wanted to mention you have such a beautiful big smile and it just pops on all of your pictures! Such a wonderful feature!

[starstruckjen]

Awww thanks! My smile is the favorite thing about myself. I always get compliments on it. :) It's another reason to stop purging. I don't want to ruin my teeth more than I have.

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[timebegan]

your face does look thinner, but so those your shoulder width. congrats with being b/p free <3

[timebegan]

o, and i also think it's great that you recognise that losing weight IS a lifestyle change.. my mum always tells her friends i'm on a diet but she doesn't realise there's a reason why i've maintained.. and a lot of people don't understand that either.

[starstruckjen]

Yeah, no more chipmunk cheeks for me! I deleted a picture today from March or April of last year. I was around the same weight as now, and there was a huge difference in my face. My hair length at that too! :)

I hate the word 'diet'. I can't even think the last time used it in a sentence. haha. I always saying "I'm trying to lose weight and tone up."

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[uberespresso]

you are so pretty! congrats on being b/p free 8 days, that is amazing! <3

[starstruckjen]

Thank you, thank you! Your words always mean a lot to me, even the littlest things. :)

Considering the longest I've gone without purging (still binged) since being bulimic was nine days. Woop! Tomorrow I will tie that. :) I need to celebrate that. hehe

BTW I too now have a Kurt Halsey layout. :) I found the overrides someone used, and then I changed them to what I wanted. I put up a friends only banner because it had "Detroit" on it. How I love the state of Michigan. And oh! I saw that Kurt's from Warren, which isn't far from where Kalin lives. Crazy!

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[uberespresso]

oh you're too cute. his journal is something like scouts_spotter. He doesn't add people, but it's entertaining.
<3

[starstruckjen]

Nah, really I'm a dork. :P I saw in post his journal name. Around 300 people have him list as a friend but he only has about 14 friends total. Whenever he does a show again in Detroit, I'd love to go. How fun that'd be. :)

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[princessshady]

CONGRATS on not binging or purging!!!!!!! im proud of you!!!

you look so pretty!!!!!! i love your hair too!

<3 ya~~

BTW- i love your stars and moons-hehe.

[starstruckjen]

Thank you hun! I'm quite proud of myself also. :D

My hair is getting long! I saw pictures of when I cut it last year and holy crap it was short. It's actually grown pretty fast lately too. I noticed how long it's become in five months. yay! But it's out of control in that last picture. I couldn't get a good puffy one. haha

Haha, that sheet was hiding my tv, vcr, and dvd player. It still looks tacky but much better than all that in the background.

<3