so my day went as follows: mediocre->good->stressful->completely devastating->awesome. talk about some rollercoaster action. what is going on!? i got a number. (!!!)

so i'm listening to guns n roses. man i love you axel. eee yum.

chandler came over today. he was in the absolute best mood. i knew things were gonna be awesome when he gave me a huge hug as soon as he saw me. things were just really chill and happy between us. he is so beautiful. sometimes i get emo.

i try so hard. and for

i had an awesome weekend. despite some unsettling news. this week on the other hand could prove to be a little different. oh well. =)

your united states of canada and jesusland maps realllllly piss me off. there's a lot more i'd like to say, but i, unlike most of you, am going to be mature ( Read more... )

to all of you who left me words of love and encouragement... thanks. i appreciate it more than you know, and it means a lot. i love you guys too. <3

the doctor concludes: brandy has a growth on her ovary that is 6 centimeters wide. that's pretty big folks. next step is finding out if it's a cyst or a tumor and whether it's malignant or benign. so uhm... yeah. i'm not having such a good time as of late.

i hate to be a bitch but... to those of you who have harassed me lately about who i'm voting for, stop. do you see me telling you how much of an asshole i think john kerry is? i didn't think so. so leave me alone. if i'm giving you the right to have your own opinion, then i think the favor should be returned. so just calm down. i understand you ( Read more... )

i spent a great deal of the weekend alone. i always hate it during the process, but afterwards i always feel like things really weren't so bad. i manage to accomplish absolutely nothing though, and that's the sad part. i have 3 exams this week and not one of them got studied for. i tried to study for accounting at chandler's tonight, but i just ( Read more... )

i redid my journal. i think it's totally hot... maybe. what do you think? i can't decide if i like the old one better or not.

tonight at cru, i realized that my entire problem for the past two weeks has been missing jesus. seriously. when he gets left out, things go straight to hell. literally. i feel a lot better now. and i'm smiling ( Read more... )