god dammit.

[starsxscars]

how is he so impossibly perfect

Comments

[unrulyjuliette]

as someone who has fantasized and romanticized.. He's proof someone like that exists and that's something to hold onto.

you're not pathetic, you have hope. and this was well written

[starsxscars]

thank you for validating my delusions haha. i do appreciate it =] i'm sure that is where i get my hope from.

and thank you. i've been trying to write more lately. be it poetry or prose. i have to be honest - you are one of my inspirations. when you started writing again and everything came out beautifully, it made me want to try again, too.

[unrulyjuliette]

oh gosh that means something! i can't think of anything i've written lately that's been up to par.
miss you

[paperlibrarian]

Uh...which grandma?

[starsxscars]

mom's mom haha.

somehow i see her ass being funnier than gran's.

[paperlibrarian]

Only cuz I've seen Gran topless, so it's not like it's without precedent.

[ryan_miller]

everyone's always gettin' naked at your house. lol

ps: i got the new academy is record... it is absolutely orgasmic. hah =]

[starsxscars]

good point haha, maybe that's why it came up in the dream!

i was just listening to the new songs. it will take me a while to get used to them, but "after the last midtown show" definitely makes me cry, and i feel like a sap. but how appropriately that goes with this entry!