Right now I hate everyone and everything. I am so angry I am not in New Jersey, because this "weekend" just keeps feeling worse inside. If I were in New Jersey, I'd be reminded that there is an atmosphere of substance, after all, and then I wouldn't be dying inside ( Read more... )

Right now I am quite loopy on Klonopin. Man, this Cheap Trick album I downloaded is insanely good quality ( Read more... )

So, my mother is set on not paying for a train ticket in order for me to go to New Jersey. This makes sense, as I do not deserve to have my travel costs paid for by her. I need a job ASAP so I can go visit my friends! Now I will be home for the fourth of July weekend. I think a lot of fun will still be had. We are already discussing setting up a ( Read more... )

Have to come out soon. Have to meet the sun and moon ( Read more... )

On Thursday I have my first test in Philosophy! It is my first test in years! I am going to the library tomorrow to study. For hours and hourrrs and it shall be glorious ( Read more... )

I need to start making decisions that I actually consider and truly want to make ( Read more... )

I am feeling multitudes better. I don't know if I have ever cried so long! Just boo-hooing my way about my day. It was miserable ( Read more... )

Sorry for all the soppy posts full of complaints ( Read more... )

I'm really not doing well. I wish I had supportive friends with me like Grace Adler when Nathan dumps her and then she's a wreck but she has these fantastic friends that care for her so much ( Read more... )

"It isn't about him. I think it's about how much better I was doing/feeling then. And missing who he pretended to be, because that fake person inspired me. And I put so much effort in the relationship and had so much hope...he gave me the biggest letdown, ever. I don't want a thing to do with him, but I am mourning. It's...hard. I repressed all of ( Read more... )