It's funny how we can go through life doning a positive attitude, smile, and every facade of happiness and be brutally depressed on the inside ( Read more... )

Now I can see why she left you...

( Read more... )

It has been said, that the greatest happiness is never realized, until the greatest sorrow has played upon your heart...

He has restored my faith in this philosophy. :)

I have never been more miserable than I am right now ( Read more... )

I feel frustrated ( Read more... )

I feel like I am the heart of this operation, and he's the brain. I'm giving all I have, and he only knows how to use 10% of what he has the capacity of. I hope there's a chance of him having a change to heart because I'm almost ready to break.

Every desire for good and happiness is for each person a very great and insidious love.
(...)Love is the desire to posess what is good forever.

-Plato, Symposium, XXIV

Coming home to Arnold means being alone again...maybe in more ways than I intended.

I hope things get better. I don't know what I want anymore.

2 down, 1 to go. Finals, that is ( Read more... )