Comments | startingline268: From the chucksters old journal.... havent seen him in years....

startingline268

From the chucksters old journal.... havent seen him in years....

Aug 09, 2004 01:26

Post anything that you want here, and post it anonymously. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love... anything. Make sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what others have to say.

AJ

Comments 13

anonymous August 9 2004, 21:59:56 UTC

Sometimes I go and get all weird. I begin thinking that life is SO short. It becomes really scary and I get insanely sad. I never know when these swings will come, but they always do. Everytime I think I'm over them I sink. I wonder how short life is and why everyone makes such a big deal about it. whether or not any of us become rich and famous or murder people,how does it matter? and it just got worse. I don't even remember half of the questions i asked myself because I tried to just sleep them off. I know I could never go to a physcologist for I can't truly explain it unless I'm in that mood. I can't do anything about it.

Doesn't help that nobody ever asks why I'm so sad.

-kiwi

startingline268 August 10 2004, 02:32:04 UTC

I'm sorry to hear that man. I understand where you are coming from. Maybe not as bad as you do but I do think about how short life can be and how it can just be over any moment.

AJ

anonymous August 10 2004, 01:38:07 UTC

i once had a huge crush on you

anonymous August 10 2004, 03:12:34 UTC

i feel as though i'm an outsider in the world i know best. i'm on the brink of the greatest life, but can't dive, afraid to belly flop. i feel like i'm not accepted; and am afraid to be myself in self-assurance that i'll be mocked and disliked. while it may be typical weirdness, it feels like i'll never be one of "them," one of anybody, any real crowd, really. i just wish i knew it would all be okay, that people actually accepted me for me, and i could stop fretting over the endless what-ifs.

anonymous August 11 2004, 04:46:52 UTC

Me Too...It's A Lonely Feeling

anonymous August 11 2004, 02:31:13 UTC

life's a beotch.
~the "commie"

startingline268 August 11 2004, 02:36:17 UTC

lol... aint it?

anonymous August 11 2004, 02:49:43 UTC

very very much so. but at least the sister of mine is leaving for college in 3 days! woohoo! party!
~the "commie"

startingline268 August 11 2004, 03:32:29 UTC

Lol so happy for your sister to be gone... I have another couple weeks. But hey they aren't THAT bad.

AJ

Thread 5

anonymous August 13 2004, 02:48:37 UTC

i'm completely in love with you and you don't know :(

startingline268 August 13 2004, 05:22:09 UTC

And you may be?

AJ