fuck social anxiety. im all freaked out.

life is good.

why do people only act like a friend when its convenient. theres nothing i hate worse than that. so youre "busy" or just "dont feel like it". i dont care about your excuses ( Read more... )

I'm all psychological mind fields and stuff.

Don't attempt to get close. Don't ever get close.

Portland is where all the bullshit began ( Read more... )

This Carl Jung quote pretty much sums up my life in the past year or so.

The time will come when the division in the inner man must be abolished, in order that the undeveloped may be granted an opportunity to live.

I'm in Portland right now. I can't wait to move here in ten or so months.

off to portland for a week

fuck my fresno life!

right now all i want to say is:

fuck life

Spell your first name backwards]: ybbob, or trebor ( Read more... )

I just lay on my bed, listening to my own trembling breath. It's the silence after the storm. I've changed so much, and hurt both myself and those around me. Where do I go from here?