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[starve_4_harry]

dear friend

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[kennystractor]

i feel like that alot.

[xlovely_bonesxx]

i feel like that all the time. at school i have to act like the perfect girlfriend, best friend, student, daughter e.t.c i have to smile constantly even when i feel like breaking down and crying. i have to act perfect, i have to act like the person that everyone wants to be and it kills me. to people who dont know me i seem perfect but on the inside im one fucking great big mess. ive cried in cookery and all the girls in that class told other people and then my facade was shattered and it fel like my world had colapsed but i held my head up high and acted like nothing had happened, because you shouldnt be ashemed to be called anarexic or sic i now take it as a compliment and all the mean bitchy comments that go on behind my back are just jelous girls who could only ever wish to be me. trust me its not being revealed you should be scared of its having to act perfect for the rest of your life. if you ever feel you need to talk to someone you can im on msn at xx_becca_xx666@hotmail.com

[starve_4_harry]

it's nice to know there are more people like me out there...and trust me, they arent jealous. there isnt anything to be jealous of!

thanks, though.

beth.