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[starve_me_weak]

Post anything that you want here, and post it anonymously. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, what you think of me, your mum, boyfriend anything. Just make it honest, Make sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what others have to say

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[anonymous]

i pretenede that i was being bullied because i decided i didnt like that person anymore, thing is ive done it more than once

[starve_me_weak]

Ask yourself why you did that. Do you feel guilty? If you do maybe the best way to sort things out is to own up, I get that this is one of those most difficult things in life; owning up to lies, ive done some of it myself, but maybe itll make you feel better.

[anonymous]

i feel guilty for being this happy

[starve_me_weak]

never feel guilty about that. never! why do you feel guilty? what is it you think you have done is so bad? Its probably nowhere near what you think it is and even if it was... everyone deserves happiness, no matter what theyve done or who they are.

[anonymous]

I'm afraid of people seeing the true me...

When i feel good about myself... i feel bad about it... so i take it out on hurting myself... starving myself, doing meth... and writing music.

I tried killing myself and it didn't work... and that made me realize i didn't want to die.

i feel like i deserve the shittiest of shitty feeling ever... and i do feel that way a lot of the time.

my confidence is disgustingly low.. but i never really let people know.

I'm a conniving bitch in my head... but outside i'm really nice.

I try not to hurt anyone.. because no one deserves pain.

I want to help every creature that feels pain because i know what they are feeling.

Even though other people hurt themselves.. i feel likke they don't do it for the reasons i do.. or will never really understand why i do it.

Wearing lots of jewelry makes me feel better

Music makes me feel good.

[starve_me_weak]

People dont see the real me but i know alot of people do. People will want to see the real you too!

I feel the same as you on alot of things you said. But hearing it said by you or anyone else or even outloud by me makes it sound irrational. Theres no reason to feel bad aout feeling happy.

When you try to kill yourself and dont succeed, then it shows that there is something holding you back. You want to live, so live. be happy.

I dont feel like I deserve anything... maybe you feel the same, but dont. I knwo its a horrible way to be and I know something awful must ahve happened to you to make you feel so bad... but honestly. love yourself and other people will love you too. It sounds incredibly corny but your allowed to be corny when it comes to love :)

Why do you hate yourself so much? Why do you feel guilty? ask yourself this... work it out, get a solution or even just a conclusion. talk to someone, i never would... but i am doing it now and it may be helping.

Music makes me feel great too and keep writing music. express

[anonymous]

i suck in. i have since fourth grade, when i noticed how skinny other girls were. none of my friends now know what i really look like.

i never gave this kid a chance, and now i sort of want him.

no one knows i starve myself.

my best friend doesn't know i'm moving.

no ones knows how often i do drugs. no ones knows how many drugs i've done.

i traded sex for drugs. it was my first time. he was 25. i was 17. we didn't use protection. it was in an alley. on a couch out for the garbage. and now he won't take money. all he wants is sex. the sad part is, i don't even mind anymore. at least he says he loves me. at least that's what i imagine.

[starve_me_weak]

I suck in too =D I do it so often i get cramps... Your friend should know the real you. Dont you want them to? Ask yourself why you didnt give him a chance? Now ask yourself if that was a good reason or whether it was the right thing to do. How about you give him another chance? Or if he wont let you. Just try to explain how you feel.

Tell someone. Talk to someone you love or feel close to. Its supposed to work ;) And defintely tell your best friend. he/she probably deserves to know.

Youve obviously had a hard time and you obviously have little to no self esteem or self worth. I know how that feels. I know how it feels to be used in that way too. This guy doesnt love you. Im sorry to be blunt but he doesnt. Get away from that kindof thing, people do love you I promise. you may not see it or people may not show it but they do. Those people are there. If people can see the real you, then theyll come to love you for you, not for what you can give them. I hope this helps. I really do.

[anonymous]

i think i'm fat...He doesn't, he just wants me to get better...i hate my body most of the time...he doesn't know i cry....

[starve_me_weak]

If people dont think youre fat then its likely your just not. You should try to look through his eyes at yourself. I hate my body too, but usually its kindof irrational. How about telling him. Its useful, people can help Im told :)